Thursday, September 11, 2008

Little things matter

I have recently decided to let go and let it be. The result has been marvelous. I am free from my own frustrations, free from imposing my standards on others, and free to simply let them be. Why hadn't I thought of this earlier?

Today a little comment really got to me. It struck at the core of who I am, a woman who desires to be special. It had been awhile since I felt the need to compare myself with others, yet lately, dissatisfaction comes more easily. Why do people seem to like her more? How come they get invited to these things that I don't get invited to? Yes, very middle school, I know.

I fumed about the comment, then later cried on J's shoulders. The release was cathartic, and after a good meal, I am back to my contented self.

I am beloved...by no other than the Majesty of Heavens, the Intimate One.

2 comments:

litoangelgrl42 said...

Does that mean you know our MCAS results???? I want to know what it is! e-mail me!!!

Me said...

hey tina, i really like the heading of the post. little things totally matter....to us. luckily we have the freedom not to let it eat us up.